Thoughts for flag day

Flag day, is one of the community involvement program that students are supposed to do, giving us a chance to give back the society what they have given to us, provided us.
As I mention, I'm quite a introvert, don't really like to talk to strangers, I can only get comfortable to friends I know for quite a long time and of course my family. Before my secondary sch years, I'm known as a shy, quiet girl whom doesn't interact much. But during my secondary sch years, I have to really thank my best friend, I guess it's her that really changed me into being more open and helping me see what I really can do. She's a person that can voice her thoughts easily to anyone at anywhere. To be honest, although I have changed, but I can't voice my thoughts to teachers or people of higher status.. Maybe I will try on that sometime? Okay, back to topic, haha! I understand the feeling of being rejected by people, many different attitudes we can see from people during flag day. Ok, not to be so negative, there's also positive side, some people, after donating, smiles radiantly, as they did a good deed.. Some set a good example to their little kids by donating money. Some people approach you even when u didn't approach them, showing that they were very keen on donating.. Ytd flag day was a really unbelievable experience, shaping my courage, and letting me understand the underlying process of how we see other students feel when they are doing flag day. It's not an easy job, but I did it! 😊

Crazy day!

Ytd was a crazy day! It was a freaking Saturday with the sun especially hot! So, I was supposed to report to sch by 9am for our O level chemistry practical examination. Well, our paper started t 9.30am and ended at 10.30am. Then, we had to be locked up till 12.30am. Although there's entertainment such as running man for us to watch given that our mobile phones were confiscated. Finally, 12.30 reach! We are allowed to take our mobile phones then leave for lunch, returning to sch by 1.30pm.. It was quite a chaos then.. We left to have our lunch at pastamania, then we were late for 30mins! Hahaha! Then our teachers were dialing our phones, asking our whereabouts. Lucky me, didn't write my personal phone number for the sch to know, so they dialed my home instead! Lucky again, my parents were out! Hahaha! Ok, back to the topic, we collected the cans for Red Cross flag day then proceeded.. The scorching sun was above us, making us look like red lobsters.. For a introvert like me, it took me some time to muster up my courage to approach people to donate money. I am rather satisfied with myself that I have changed so much during the years.. We ended flag day around 6-7pm... And we were entirely drained, both physically and mentally.. But the day did not end just like this, my parents brought me out for dinner then went to granny house.. Well, my eyes were all red as though I cried but, dont get it wrong! It's because my eyes were trying so hard not to close so they turned red due to the excessive use.. Also partly due to wearing my contact lens so long. And that's the crazy day!

Pe lesson!

Played volleyball today! It's fun but look at the picture below.. It always make my arm have all these bruises which are apparently not painful at all to pop out.. argh.. So ugly!

2013

This is my first post for 2013 and -sigh- things aren't going well.. Many things happen. Getting back of Mother Tongue O level result was not pleasing.. Amaths results are not good too, was discouraged from continue taking.. Haix.. Apart from all these stress.. Now, currently i am facing loneliness. Only child only feels lonely when there's no friends to chat with.. Everyday I'm living as though I'm gonna cry any moment. From the stress of me wanting to do well, but it's tough, from the tiredness of studying till late night everyday, from friends somehow keeping a distance from me.. -sigh- wonder how am I gonna survive this year which is my important year. Taking of O levels.. -shudder- ARGH..