Pretty good day~

One of the most pleasing day ever~ nv felt as refreshed as before! I could pay attention to class without feeling sleepy! Had emaths test after sch and asked amaths teacher some question.. Then proceeded to the library to study with my friend. I think I can only study with a partner, because this will discipline me to study n not fool around wasting time. It also speeds up my studying time making it a quality study time. The results are out today, n my cca got certificate of accomplishment. Quite a number of string members were crying as they felt they could do better n achieve a distinction award. Well, I find that the results are rather predicted.. As long as everyone Did their best, no regrets, what's done is undone, lets just move forward with our life. Went tuition just now and did some revision for thurs test... This week is really cluttered with tests! There's even a geography test tmr! Anyway, today is a rather productive day! :D

Motivation decreasing

Prelims are coming, on thurs. Almost everyday my time is dedicated to studies. But this weekend is dedicated to homework. The amount given is horrendous. It's fun studying with friends, I can ask questions n get a reply instantly. But the motivation to studying is decreasing n this is damn bad. There's a drama serial I came across with n it hit me, I'm addicted again. Finally get away with it n now I'm into the addiction again. It's hard to get myself focus on studies, but I think I can do it if I try my best. My target for this prelim is no fails. Pray hard! And for humanities I hope I can get my As from there, languages I hope for a B or an A!

Self discipline

I really need self discipline! Weekends are meant for studying but I just could not force myself to sit down and study! I really need to practice self discipline! Prelims is coming n no preparation done! 100+ more days to national exams n here I am still idling away! Oh gosh. My life is seriously in a mess! How can I go to my dream course in this state? Stop dreaming seriously. I need to really get to serious work. No more fooling around, study dates with friends are effective. But can only be done during weekdays. When it's weekends, studying is totally impossible. When theres a test on Monday, I can wait till 1 hr before Monday then I start to study and panic. This kinda life really needs a change. I really need to put my words into action. Say no to procrastination!!