If I'm not wrong, this should be my first post after I had been enrolled in Psychology course. Well, it was my dream course that I always wish to go, but its not really that way for now.
Life has been hard and tough, struggling to juggle with completely foreign topics and when CCA (Judo) pushing you to your near limits, both physically and mentally.
Lets talk about academic first, I braced through sem 1 with hopes of getting a 3.7-4.0 GPA and guess what? when the results were out i only ended up with a B GPA. After studying so hard, and thats what i achieve? Seem 2.1 is horrible! After the holidays, i totally lost my sense of motivation to work hard, to achieve better grades. I even lost the determination to keep my fitness level up. When the term test results were out, I believe that moment was the worse moment i ever had. When even term test results would pull down your GPA even further just haunts me.
Term 2 has just started a week ago and I pray all day that I can bring myself back up and focus. Not focus on playing sims, games, watching dramas but just studying.
What about judo? The strict attendance was really a burden, the trainings are tough and not to mention, when u skip a day, your coach will ask about why didn't u attend school's training. Totally URGH. Shall not rant much about judo today.. Got a 1 month MC for judo because of my elbow injury during grading. Who knows that an elbow injury will aggravate to the back? Well , nevertheless, it gives me an opportunity to train my body back to its optimal level and just let coach and my teammates be shocked when i return (smirks)
