After exam?

Well, today was rather an unproductive day for me eh? Woke up at 11am.. Did nth.. Thought I would read my borrowed bk from the lib but yeah.. Didn't do it.. Only went to watch avengers with my family at night.. The movie was splendid! Awesome! Amazing! I guess it's really a long time since I watch a movie.. I'm really terrified and scared about thursday.. It seems like doomsday for me.. As that's the day we will get our results back.. I know I will flunk due to that state of mind during that exam period.. But I just can't turn back time and during then I can't pull myself out of that mod! So now.. Must I really face reality and walk straight, overcoming this huge barrier that is on Thursday? Gosh! That is bad.. I guess not only I will be mad about that result.. My parents would be too.. And I guess, my birthday which Is during the June holidays won't be any better too.. Haix.. I don't think I can harbor any good things for my birthday anymore... :( my form teacher asked us to reflect on the exams.. I did that everyday.. But what can I do? I cant save myself by traveling back time right? Everytime I'm enjoying myself now, that guilt in me would flash up with the results.. Preventing me from enjoying.. Damn...

Saturday!

Had tuition in the morning and afternoon.. Bored to death and my eyes are forcing themselves to be open.. Then went to celebrate mothers day with my father side :D it was also a celebration for my granny's birthday :) delicious! Especially the durian cake! It was a hotel so there's wedding banquet and dinner and dance organized by company's going on too.. These made me found out how night life is.. Scary!! Those ppl typically just drank so much wine and beer till they vomitted their way to the toilet.. Dirtying the toilet with their vomit! Yucks! A guy also slipped an vomit in the guys toilet.. I saw this scene when I was on my way to the toilet.. seriously... Night life is scary... Anyway, today went quite well.. Of course my A maths books are left untouched.. Probably I will start studying tomorrow? Last day of exam and last paper is A maths! Shouldn't fail it... I can't fail so many papers..!!

its the March holidays!!!

Finally,the holidays are here! however, holidays aren't holidays when we need to return to school for extra lessons -____- life during holidays is therefore BORING. there's lots of homework and projects given.. So? there is a break given for us and we need to still slog during the holidays? so what for give us a holiday? it makes no sense to me at all.. haix.. Got back my report book and theres not a single A. Devastating eh? all B and 2C and 1D!! gosh.. these kinda of results can't bring me anywhere.. But, i will do better in the next exam.. I'm in a holiday mood now~ and so i suppose my holiday homework will be last minute work? Hmmmmm....

Common Test is finally over!

Common test is over.. and of course, all those mugging is finally over!! Yay! I admit, this is really the first time I am studying so hard for exam in my secondary school life. Those few days of mugging is really very tiring.. Everyday I am studying till 1am and wakes up at 6 in the morning. However, for me,all this is worth it as the results I got back is very pleasing. I think that I can do better than what I get as there is quite a number of careless mistakes. I don't know why i changed so much this year.. probably because I found my aim in life? Hmmm... After all those muggings, I start to love studying.. weird thing eh? I learnt something important too.. Never do last minute work.. some of my subjects have to face the problem of failing when they can be aced as I did not have the time to study it. All in all, be early in my preparations. I feel very much relaxed after the exam.. I don't know why but i still feel like studying and not totally relaxed.. still in exam mode? This year is a rather busy year.. there's going to be a lot of upcoming performances for my string orchestra and not to say my busy academic life.. But, I will still do my best to ace my work to achieve my ambition!

Woo hoo! Camp tmr!

Since sch reopen I'm so busy till I have no time for blogging.. Today there's 3 tests continuously.. Which made me studied till I'm mad.. But it's finally over.. And tmr is my sec 3 camp! ^^ somehow I feel quite excited although I'm afraid I will not get use to it.. But sure, I guess I will enjoy it :) hope that I will buddy up with my fren instead by register no. as it will really freak me up and destroy my entire mood of the camp.. Will be back on Friday! ^^

Happy Chinese new year!!

It's been a long time since I blog... Since school started.. My life made a huge change.. Theres only stress and insufficient time.. Today is the eve of Chinese new year.. Finally a break... Happy new year and wish everyone best in luck this year! ^^

Hello to my new phase of life...

This year will be a super tiring year... I will need to gear up for next year's 'O' level exam... Tons of homework to be done.. Lots of revision to be done too... Time management is seriously important this year.. No more slacking, no more playing.. Gosh.. This kind of life will make me go mad... Hope I can finish my revisions and homework quickly so I can relax a bit.. If not I will seriously go mad... Weekends are a bit more relaxing.. However, there's still tuition... Haix.. So it's still stressed up... Tomorrow is the third week of school... Exams are coming soon... Gotta buck up.. Gotta clear all my doubts and score for my exams... That's my ultimate goal... :)

I cannot get use to this life....

Sec 3 life is tremendously tiring... Lots of hw and revision that need to be done.. Plus there's new classmates so have to build a good rapport with them... Chem is so stressful.. Quiz everyday.... If wrong, copy 20times of a section of our notes.. This leaves us to no choice but to study.... Maths? Everyday there's maths and of cos everyday there's maths hw! Gosh... I barely have enough time to revise my humanities........ I got to have a better time management seriously...

A long day

Today lesson is till 3.55.. The most boring and tiring lesson is pure history.. Gosh... The teacher talking was muffled... And makes u go drowsy... I have been trying hard to keep awake for history this few days... Yawn... Cnt make it... Will find some ways to make myself awake... Math was boring... Sci was erm.. Ok? Chemistry teacher is so sarcastic... Physics teacher gave a quiz today... I didn't prepare at all! I gues I'm gonna fare badly for this test... :( then theres cca after lesson... Boring... .__. this class I'm in is cool and interesting.. :D

How I wish....

I wish time could rewind... I dislike the atmosphere now at home... Everyone is so serious and there's hardly any laughter to be heard... There's sth worrying in all our hearts... But let's just relax a bit, shouldn't we? This yr is a crucial yr for me... The sch is pressuring us and I had set a goal for myself too... I aim for JC... I had to put away all this worries and work super hard.. Then again, I need to put all this stress away and start worrying.. Please, make time rewind...

Finally the end of the week!!

It's Friday!! Yay! I'm so so tired! Homework and so many things to revise!! Juz a saturday and Sunday is not enough.... Argh... How...? Finished E maths homework during the 3hr E maths make up lesson today.. Asked what I didn't know :) the feeling is great when you finished something :) shall complete my science and history and oh ya! My Chinese newspaper sharing... Oh no... In a new class I'm kinda shy to share with the class... :/ but I will try my best.. ._.

Shag...

Woke up at 5.30 again... Slept almost 6-7hrs only... Tired... Physics is the only interesting subject today... The teacher was very humorous! ^^ I seem to be falling sick... Runny nose and some cough... Hope I can get well by tmr.. Tmr will be a long day.. Till 8 maybe as I have dental appointment after cca.. :( gonna be pain again... Shall sleep early so I have sufficient energy tmr!

First day of school!

Woke up damn early... 5.30am.. Brushed up and went to school... Punctual :) we went searching around the school for our classroom.. As the school changed all the arrangement for all the classes.. Tiring... Reached class and realized there is only a front row left which is infront of the teachers table in a corner.. Sat there and there was morning sun shining at me.. -.- the lessons goes as expectation, introduction, expectation... Again and again... Pe finally.. Thought I can relax didn't know I was harassed! Gosh.. Only heard rumors spreading that one girl was very unhygienic.. Didn't really believe... She sat beside me during pe as we were according register no. I thought she told me my shirt wasn't tucked in properly. So I said ok.. Then I felt someone tugging my shirt! It her! She was wiping her spectacle lens on my shirt!!! Yeew! Then she repeated again.. Borrow ur shirt ar.. Omg... I said eh! Eh! Eh! She didn't take the cue.. I swerve my body away and she thought I was afraid of ticklish! Come on! First day! I don't know you and you don't know me! How could you be so rude and disgusting?! Nvm.. Then when I wasn't looking, she suddenly hugged me and place her head on my shoulder!! Gosh! I almost fainted.. I hate people touching or hugging me... Even I feel uncomfortable hugging my best best best friend... And today she did this.. She even tried to hug me second time! I signaled her a stern cross.. If she have a hobby of hugging, can she kindly hug a pillar instead of doing this? Can't believe how am I going to survive this 2 yrs.. Gosh!!! If she do this again, I'm really going to complain to the teacher... This is too much.. This is abusing my human rights! Hope everything goes well tmr... Please!!!! :/

Last day of holidays!

Today was kinda boring, confused... Had science tuition for 3hrs. Chemistry and physics.. I thought my make up was whole group.. Who knows? I'm alone with the tutor.. But nvm.. Physics was first.. And he was like this question easy bla bla.. Then I give the blur look.. He made it simpler and I said a Har? He gave the haix.. Er.. A simpler explanation.. From sitting at second row become sit at first row... Haha.. Seems like I wasted a lot of his saliva... But nvm, I cleared my doubts... :)

First day of 2012!

A beautiful day I had today... Woke up at 5.45 in the morning although I slept at 12.30... Went to watch sunrise and made my new year wish... Beautiful and awesome are the words I can describe the sun. Then we had our breakfast at Macdonalds :D Shared wif my mom and then we went to give off goodie bags to the needy. We went along with my god-brother and cousin. Took lots of photos and had a lot of time left.. We went for some coffee and toast.. And I became the entertainer! Told them all my jokes and IQ questions and all of them went -.- hahaha!! Cant stop laughing.. Then had our lunch and went home... I think I'm getting old.. Once I sit on the car, I can fall asleep immediately... Cool... Went home and ironed my clothes, pack my school bag and did chinese story telling for children PowerPoint.. Spent 1hr + translating and changing and twisting the story around... Wow... Tiring.. Went to my granny hse for dinner and accompany her.. Then went home again to finish up my PowerPoint.. Tada! It's done! ^^ so proud of my work... xD

Last day of 2011!

Woo hoo~ today is the last day 2011.. Went for lunch at a western restaurant... Nice... Yummy.. Then went cycling... Shiok! But I think I strained my shoulder muscle last time.. Now everytime I cycle, my shoulder muscle will get pain.. But nvm.. Had a very high night telling jokes with my friends.. They got so cold by my cold jokes while I get so hot and high after seeing them getting cold.. Haha!! Anyway, happy new year everyone! All the best in 2012! ^^