After exam?

Well, today was rather an unproductive day for me eh? Woke up at 11am.. Did nth.. Thought I would read my borrowed bk from the lib but yeah.. Didn't do it.. Only went to watch avengers with my family at night.. The movie was splendid! Awesome! Amazing! I guess it's really a long time since I watch a movie.. I'm really terrified and scared about thursday.. It seems like doomsday for me.. As that's the day we will get our results back.. I know I will flunk due to that state of mind during that exam period.. But I just can't turn back time and during then I can't pull myself out of that mod! So now.. Must I really face reality and walk straight, overcoming this huge barrier that is on Thursday? Gosh! That is bad.. I guess not only I will be mad about that result.. My parents would be too.. And I guess, my birthday which Is during the June holidays won't be any better too.. Haix.. I don't think I can harbor any good things for my birthday anymore... :( my form teacher asked us to reflect on the exams.. I did that everyday.. But what can I do? I cant save myself by traveling back time right? Everytime I'm enjoying myself now, that guilt in me would flash up with the results.. Preventing me from enjoying.. Damn...