After exam?

Well, today was rather an unproductive day for me eh? Woke up at 11am.. Did nth.. Thought I would read my borrowed bk from the lib but yeah.. Didn't do it.. Only went to watch avengers with my family at night.. The movie was splendid! Awesome! Amazing! I guess it's really a long time since I watch a movie.. I'm really terrified and scared about thursday.. It seems like doomsday for me.. As that's the day we will get our results back.. I know I will flunk due to that state of mind during that exam period.. But I just can't turn back time and during then I can't pull myself out of that mod! So now.. Must I really face reality and walk straight, overcoming this huge barrier that is on Thursday? Gosh! That is bad.. I guess not only I will be mad about that result.. My parents would be too.. And I guess, my birthday which Is during the June holidays won't be any better too.. Haix.. I don't think I can harbor any good things for my birthday anymore... :( my form teacher asked us to reflect on the exams.. I did that everyday.. But what can I do? I cant save myself by traveling back time right? Everytime I'm enjoying myself now, that guilt in me would flash up with the results.. Preventing me from enjoying.. Damn...

Saturday!

Had tuition in the morning and afternoon.. Bored to death and my eyes are forcing themselves to be open.. Then went to celebrate mothers day with my father side :D it was also a celebration for my granny's birthday :) delicious! Especially the durian cake! It was a hotel so there's wedding banquet and dinner and dance organized by company's going on too.. These made me found out how night life is.. Scary!! Those ppl typically just drank so much wine and beer till they vomitted their way to the toilet.. Dirtying the toilet with their vomit! Yucks! A guy also slipped an vomit in the guys toilet.. I saw this scene when I was on my way to the toilet.. seriously... Night life is scary... Anyway, today went quite well.. Of course my A maths books are left untouched.. Probably I will start studying tomorrow? Last day of exam and last paper is A maths! Shouldn't fail it... I can't fail so many papers..!!