Boring~~

Came back 2nd day and I feel so bored... Is there sth interesting for me to do? Hmmm... Life's gotta start again.. No more holiday mood.. 3 more days and tada! It's sch reopen... Haix.. Tuition, homework, tuition, homework... All what a student face... Went to watch Alvin and the chipmunks today... They are so cute! I'm so cool.. Had cough and still ate popcorn.. Now my throat is itching.. :/ sometimes I just wish time can just stop and let us stay at those beautiful memories.. But... We have to go on and experience different kinds of challenges everyday... These challenges are really too hard some times.. Haix.. Sch's gonna start and I promised myself I have to buck up.. No more happy go lucky... I have got to challenge myself...! I can do it!

Reflection on the camp!

I thought I would miss everything.. In the end, I did not. Instead, I made lots of new friends and had lots of fun! I was involved in the rope tying. It was very cool when I started on the first day.. But things turned bad when it was the second day. I was totally not into the thing. We had to rush our work throughout the night and also early in the morning. It's very very tiring. But it's worth it after I see my final product. The second last day I felt very giddy after typing a few hours of rope. I think it's due to my over concentration on it..I was also involved in drama. I acted as a passer-by and also the narrator. I was so anxious that my paper was shaking.. I had to use both hands o make it stable... Haha.. These five days seems so happy and fun... Hope there will be more of this kind of camp next yr. I am very touched by my group members and I will miss them! But we will stay contacted! ^^ fun!

这几天的心得..

这次我担任小组长的身份参加道德文化生活营。起初，我非常担心自己会不会想家。不过，庆幸的是我并不想家。前几晚都睡不好，睡不着。原来是因为太闷热了！在家，我都是开冷气的。所以，第三天，我便要求开冷气。一开冷气，我直接倒下去睡。舒服！在这几天的班会中，我学到了设定目标、了解自己以及一些才艺。我的静态艺术是中国结绳。第一天，我对这才艺很感兴趣。不料，第二天，我进入不了状况。怎么做也做不好。在这几天的努力当中，我学会了毅力、坚强、平静和专注。在最后第二天，我绑绳绑得晕晕的。可能是因为太专注了吧？头也非常痛。但，我坚信自己一定能克服。所以，以微笑来疗愈我的头痛。这个点子果然把我的头痛治好了。最后一天，看见自己的作品完美地完成时，那种感觉实在是。。爽！开心！以自己的作品为傲！我的动态才艺是话剧。我的角色是旁白也是路人甲。当我决定要做旁白时，我告诉自己要克服自己的文静的性格，要突破自己。果然，在正式演出时，我没有说错字。只是有一点紧张。紧张得手上拿的纸都在抖。我只好用两只手拿住纸才不会显得我很紧张。在这五天里，我也认识到了不少朋友。最后一天实在让我不禁落泪。真的好不舍，真的好感动。 我从来没有感受到被别人那么的关心过。真的非常感谢各位办这个生活营让我认识到了新朋友以及学到那么多人生的道理。 感谢各位幕后人员，没有你们的付出，也没有今天的我们。 谢谢！

Am I excited?

Tmr is the day! Oh~ I duno I'm excited or am I scared? Excited to hav fun and enjoy or scared I will miss my parents and bear? Argh.. Anyway, I hope everything goes well.. Make new friends have fun.. Went for a run at gym today.. I was like totally exhausted! Too long nv run and I'm getting rusty.. Reached 1km and my leg im already out of breath.. But I managed to complete 2.4km in 22mins.. Took too long.. Shd finish running in 15mins.. Gonna work hard in that.. Tmr morning I'm gonna run again.. Hope there will be no muscle aches! Hahas.. Wish me all the best in the camp and of course, I will not be able to blog these few days.. Bye~

Fear...

I know this coming Friday cultural camp will be a fun and meaningful one.. But, I don't know why.. I had never bean alone out of my country for so many days! 2 days or 3 is okay but it's 6 days! Gosh! Plus there's no form of communication between my parents :( I wish I could bring my favourite snugly bear along.. But it would be a laughing stock I guess.. That leaves me to? Alone. Lonely. I know I will be able to make new friends there. But, first day? I don't know you, you don't know me? How? I'm not someone that initiates to make friend.. I don't know why.. Maybe becos of my personality? I'm shy in approaching people I meet the first time.. :/ I'm really afraid I would not be able to endure.... But, I will make this as a challenge and overcome it. Make this as a breakthrough.. I believe I can be independent. I believe I can mix well around. I believe I can do it!

Cool!

Today was so... I was packing my luggage for the 5 days camp I will be attending.. I hate packing luggages :( it always makes me go mad.. I have to think which day what clothes, bla bla bla then how to make everything compressed.. Phew! And I spent the whole afternoon slowly thinking and finally, finished packing... Tool quite a long time, but mission accomplished! My family and I went to watch mission impossible: ghost protocol. It was awesome! Cool stunts and wow! It just makes me feel as if I was the one meeting the problems.. It just makes me feel that I'm involved in the whole mission.. Back to realistic world, I'm going off on Friday afternoon and back on wednesday.. A five day camp.. *sigh I'm gonna miss home :( I hope I won't feel lonely there.. But I will make this mission accomplished! And therefore, I will face the challenge.. ;D

A diligent day for me :)

Ytd was a very tedious day.. I haven't completed my A maths homework and there's tuition at night! Uh oh~ I spent almost 3 hrs b4 I completed everything! Then it was finally tuition time.. The teacher totally forgotten about the homework! I reminded him and he said he will go thought later but, he still forgot. -.- he taught a new thing. Logarithm. That's a crazy thing. I don't even get a single thing! I got to made friend with a new girl, she sat beside me.. Friendly is the only word I can describe of her :D nice to meet you friend..

Sleepy day....

Yesterday I went for tuition then went out wif my parents for the afternoon.. We went to my cousins house and played wii.. It was fun! But I still prefer kinect.. Haha! Went back home and rushed my A maths hw again.. There's so many questions :( today, went for tuition for sci 3hrs.. Then went out again.. Tonight gotta rush finish my A maths again :( argh!

Homework clearance day!

As usual, woke up at 11.45 today. Slightly better than ytd :D watched a few episodes of my drama then prepare to go out for dinner with my family then proceed to buy my new school bag and new school shoes! Yay! I got a zinc bag and a pair of everlast shoes! Then went home to do my science physics tuition homework.. It's due on Sunday.. Found out I duno a lot of things.. But i leave blank and ask teacher on Sunday.. Then I did my A maths homework.. There's so many question!!! Gosh!! I really went crazy! It's due on Monday!! Argh!!!!! Save me!!!!!

Lazy day...

Today is a super lazy day.. Woke up at 12pm which is damn late.. I actually planned to go gym in the morning.. But it's too late.. In the afternoon, watched a few episodes of my drama then went out wif my grandma and mom to the florist.. Came back and decided to iron my clothes.. But still waited till after dinner then I iron them.. Today is super lazy~

A wonderful day!

Today I had a meeting with my best friend... We plan to catch a movie together.. I thought my mom would fetch me there so I think 15mins would be enough to reach there.. But, my mom said she's nt bringing me! This made me so rush!! I quickly brisk walk to my bus stop an luckily, my bus came in less than 5mins.. I reached there on time! Phew! We watched 2 movies.. Puss in boots and already famous.. They were fabulous! But the large amt of popcorn and nachos will be a long time for me to shed those weight off.. :( we also went to a bag shop to see what bag to get for ourselves for sch reopen.. I chose blue and she chose black.. Nice bag... On my way home, the bus was pack like a can of sardines!! Cnt believe it! I almost missed my stop to get off! Cos I was squeezing my way to the exit.. -.- in the evening, my family and I went to have a swim.. It's been ages since we swam.. So refreshing.. The cool breeze blows onto our face and the cold water.. Brrr... It's kinda cold but it feels great.. :D this pool brings back a lot of my memories.. It's the place where I learnt how to swim.. My dad taught me how to swim.. :D there is also the place I love to spend with my family.. Cos there will be always fun and laughter there.. No tears no sorrows.. All in all, today is just so wonderful!! ^^

Tired~ Zzz...

Yesterday was a tiring day... Early in the morning, went jogging... Leaving me today having muscle aches.. Then in the afternoon, I have my 3hrs straight science tuition... It was so *yawn*... Chemistry was like OMG! And physics was oh I see.... finally after tuition we went for a stroll at the park.. The weather was cooling after a day of rain and showers.. We had our dinner at a western and Japanese restaurant. I tried sth new and ordered a bento set.. Hmm.. It was delicious! :D I was so tired yesterday that I slept at 11 and woke up at 12.30 today.. I'm still feeling sleepy after sleeping so long... *yawn*

A busy day cum scary day...

Today is so 'high'! Gotta wake up at 9.30 but I woke up at 10 and everything went so crazy.. I was rushing for my 11am E maths tuition.. In the end, late for 10mins.. But the main point was, it was boring~~ I was yawning and yawning.. Then we headed to a class.. For the rest of the day.. I was assigned story reading to young children.. Omg... Big children are easy to get along but not for young children.. That's why I'm always scared of them... Uh oh~ but I guess I have to complete what I should do by this holiday.. If not next yr I will seriously go mad.. Cca, sch.. Thinking of it makes me go stressed.. Nw starting with the tuition of maths and science only I'm already afraid I may not catch up.. Next year will really be a challenging year for me.. The story reading is not really scary.. The scary part of the day is I gained 2kg today!!!! Argh!! Tmr I will need to go jogging in the morning already.. Haix.. Tuition will go from Saturday, Sunday and Monday.. Crazy week ahead.. E maths today, two sciences tmr and the legendary 'fascinating' A maths on Monday.. 3hrs straight for tmr and Monday.. I can only say good luck to myself..

Delicious~

I had durian today! It was superb! It's been ages since I ate it... Probably 1mth+? Oh~ the taste is just so yummy! But not forgetting I'm on a diet, I restricted myself to 6 pieces only... But that's enough to please myself :D we watched twilight saga eclipse today and tmr we gotta return the disc. It's kinda gory? But luckily there's a happy ending to it.. So I will be able to sleep peacefully tonight.. I guess? But sadly, my flu made a comeback.. My runny nose is back... :( and this time, my mom is infected by me too... I did some assessment today too.. E maths ws pretty fine.. I was doing till the end when I almost fell asleep.. P.s it's too boring.. Then I took my A maths assessment book.. I read a few sentences and I was staring in blank space.. So today is not the right time to study? Hmm? Someone gotta save me from A maths! Argh... I can die of the fascination of how they solve some I think that it is unsolvable... So 'fascinating' ar?

Thinking day :D

Today is a high order thinking day. I started my day with zentomino, a tangram puzzle to solve shapes. Then played my piano, then of course, computer games. Lastly, I'm surprised that my dad played checkers with me. I'm new to it and he taught me how to play. Usually he don't teach me chess and all these board games. But today he made the initiative to teach me. This marks a splendid end to today. :)

Overcome it!

Hmm.. Today marks the day where the recording starts. I'm kinda sad and upon I think of this, tears wells up my eyes.. Although I always tell myself to be strong, there's plenty of chance out there for you to fight for, but, I still find losing this chance very....... Haix.. Maybe this may not be my strength, but I'm sure one day I will make those people who looks down on me see that I'm stronger and found my area of strength.. I will not lose at the same point again. Since this tells me that I no longer have any chance, therefore I shall fight for my chance in other areas. Today, I overcomed it. And for the rest of my life I will always overcome these kinds of unexpected events!

A happy day!

Today I missed two meals.. But I don't feel hungry at all.. My parents brought me to watch a movie, twilight breaking dawn. The show was rather slow.. We went to shop around after the show and then had our dinner. It's a long time since we had a family outing. Today I had a splendid time. Going out is better than staying at home during the holidays.. :D

A lethargic day + success diet!

Today is one of those days when I wake up and feel that,"oh, I haven't got enough sleep.." and the whole day will go yawning and yawning.. I lost another kg again today. Seems like my strict diet made me lost 5kg in a week.. There's only 1 thing that kept me away from junk food. Self discipline. How I wish this self discipline could also be applied to me restricting myself from watching dramas and convert those times to study usage.. Haix.. Apparently, I intended to study a bit today.. But, I watched an episode then went to pack my books that I don't want to be given away. Then, I am so tired and seemed to be seeing stars already that I cannot stand anymore that I went to have a nap. And there goes my day! No study at all.. Haix.. But, I lost some weight and that's sth to be pleased.. Yawn...

Stressed and worried...

I'm so going to go crazy... My E and A maths are so weak! But luckily, I went to buy some assessment books for self practice.. I hope doing my practices I will improve.. I don't want to be forced to drop out A maths in sec 4.. My aim is JC and if I don't have an A maths, I'm going to say bye bye to my dream.. Although there's courses available in polytechnic, but, I still want to go to local university. As it is more $$ saving.. I hope in this dec, my maths and science can get into the situation and so when school reopens, I can do my revisions for the first exam already.. There's no time to spare. I got to buck up if I want to live up to my dream. Way to go! ^^

What happened to me?

I don't know what's got onto me.. I have been flaring up for no reason.. Even I myself don't know why I want to be angry.. Some anger management techniques do not really work to calm myself down.. Only venting this unknown anger on my piano then I can really calm down and back to my normal self... Argh... Seems like I need to control my emotions more often.. Relax~~~

So hardworking today...

I have never been so hardworking during the holidays.. Today I practiced my piano, did my holiday homeworks.. I can only say, what motivated me? I personally think maybe I want to do well and pursue my dream? Hmm... I guess I'm heading in that direction soon.. Gambatte!!