Stressed and worried...

I'm so going to go crazy... My E and A maths are so weak! But luckily, I went to buy some assessment books for self practice.. I hope doing my practices I will improve.. I don't want to be forced to drop out A maths in sec 4.. My aim is JC and if I don't have an A maths, I'm going to say bye bye to my dream.. Although there's courses available in polytechnic, but, I still want to go to local university. As it is more $$ saving.. I hope in this dec, my maths and science can get into the situation and so when school reopens, I can do my revisions for the first exam already.. There's no time to spare. I got to buck up if I want to live up to my dream. Way to go! ^^