Fear...

I know this coming Friday cultural camp will be a fun and meaningful one.. But, I don't know why.. I had never bean alone out of my country for so many days! 2 days or 3 is okay but it's 6 days! Gosh! Plus there's no form of communication between my parents :( I wish I could bring my favourite snugly bear along.. But it would be a laughing stock I guess.. That leaves me to? Alone. Lonely. I know I will be able to make new friends there. But, first day? I don't know you, you don't know me? How? I'm not someone that initiates to make friend.. I don't know why.. Maybe becos of my personality? I'm shy in approaching people I meet the first time.. :/ I'm really afraid I would not be able to endure.... But, I will make this as a challenge and overcome it. Make this as a breakthrough.. I believe I can be independent. I believe I can mix well around. I believe I can do it!