Boring~~

Came back 2nd day and I feel so bored... Is there sth interesting for me to do? Hmmm... Life's gotta start again.. No more holiday mood.. 3 more days and tada! It's sch reopen... Haix.. Tuition, homework, tuition, homework... All what a student face... Went to watch Alvin and the chipmunks today... They are so cute! I'm so cool.. Had cough and still ate popcorn.. Now my throat is itching.. :/ sometimes I just wish time can just stop and let us stay at those beautiful memories.. But... We have to go on and experience different kinds of challenges everyday... These challenges are really too hard some times.. Haix.. Sch's gonna start and I promised myself I have to buck up.. No more happy go lucky... I have got to challenge myself...! I can do it!

Reflection on the camp!

I thought I would miss everything.. In the end, I did not. Instead, I made lots of new friends and had lots of fun! I was involved in the rope tying. It was very cool when I started on the first day.. But things turned bad when it was the second day. I was totally not into the thing. We had to rush our work throughout the night and also early in the morning. It's very very tiring. But it's worth it after I see my final product. The second last day I felt very giddy after typing a few hours of rope. I think it's due to my over concentration on it..I was also involved in drama. I acted as a passer-by and also the narrator. I was so anxious that my paper was shaking.. I had to use both hands o make it stable... Haha.. These five days seems so happy and fun... Hope there will be more of this kind of camp next yr. I am very touched by my group members and I will miss them! But we will stay contacted! ^^ fun!

这几天的心得..

这次我担任小组长的身份参加道德文化生活营。起初，我非常担心自己会不会想家。不过，庆幸的是我并不想家。前几晚都睡不好，睡不着。原来是因为太闷热了！在家，我都是开冷气的。所以，第三天，我便要求开冷气。一开冷气，我直接倒下去睡。舒服！在这几天的班会中，我学到了设定目标、了解自己以及一些才艺。我的静态艺术是中国结绳。第一天，我对这才艺很感兴趣。不料，第二天，我进入不了状况。怎么做也做不好。在这几天的努力当中，我学会了毅力、坚强、平静和专注。在最后第二天，我绑绳绑得晕晕的。可能是因为太专注了吧？头也非常痛。但，我坚信自己一定能克服。所以，以微笑来疗愈我的头痛。这个点子果然把我的头痛治好了。最后一天，看见自己的作品完美地完成时，那种感觉实在是。。爽！开心！以自己的作品为傲！我的动态才艺是话剧。我的角色是旁白也是路人甲。当我决定要做旁白时，我告诉自己要克服自己的文静的性格，要突破自己。果然，在正式演出时，我没有说错字。只是有一点紧张。紧张得手上拿的纸都在抖。我只好用两只手拿住纸才不会显得我很紧张。在这五天里，我也认识到了不少朋友。最后一天实在让我不禁落泪。真的好不舍，真的好感动。 我从来没有感受到被别人那么的关心过。真的非常感谢各位办这个生活营让我认识到了新朋友以及学到那么多人生的道理。 感谢各位幕后人员，没有你们的付出，也没有今天的我们。 谢谢！

Am I excited?

Tmr is the day! Oh~ I duno I'm excited or am I scared? Excited to hav fun and enjoy or scared I will miss my parents and bear? Argh.. Anyway, I hope everything goes well.. Make new friends have fun.. Went for a run at gym today.. I was like totally exhausted! Too long nv run and I'm getting rusty.. Reached 1km and my leg im already out of breath.. But I managed to complete 2.4km in 22mins.. Took too long.. Shd finish running in 15mins.. Gonna work hard in that.. Tmr morning I'm gonna run again.. Hope there will be no muscle aches! Hahas.. Wish me all the best in the camp and of course, I will not be able to blog these few days.. Bye~

Fear...

I know this coming Friday cultural camp will be a fun and meaningful one.. But, I don't know why.. I had never bean alone out of my country for so many days! 2 days or 3 is okay but it's 6 days! Gosh! Plus there's no form of communication between my parents :( I wish I could bring my favourite snugly bear along.. But it would be a laughing stock I guess.. That leaves me to? Alone. Lonely. I know I will be able to make new friends there. But, first day? I don't know you, you don't know me? How? I'm not someone that initiates to make friend.. I don't know why.. Maybe becos of my personality? I'm shy in approaching people I meet the first time.. :/ I'm really afraid I would not be able to endure.... But, I will make this as a challenge and overcome it. Make this as a breakthrough.. I believe I can be independent. I believe I can mix well around. I believe I can do it!

Cool!

Today was so... I was packing my luggage for the 5 days camp I will be attending.. I hate packing luggages :( it always makes me go mad.. I have to think which day what clothes, bla bla bla then how to make everything compressed.. Phew! And I spent the whole afternoon slowly thinking and finally, finished packing... Tool quite a long time, but mission accomplished! My family and I went to watch mission impossible: ghost protocol. It was awesome! Cool stunts and wow! It just makes me feel as if I was the one meeting the problems.. It just makes me feel that I'm involved in the whole mission.. Back to realistic world, I'm going off on Friday afternoon and back on wednesday.. A five day camp.. *sigh I'm gonna miss home :( I hope I won't feel lonely there.. But I will make this mission accomplished! And therefore, I will face the challenge.. ;D

A diligent day for me :)

Ytd was a very tedious day.. I haven't completed my A maths homework and there's tuition at night! Uh oh~ I spent almost 3 hrs b4 I completed everything! Then it was finally tuition time.. The teacher totally forgotten about the homework! I reminded him and he said he will go thought later but, he still forgot. -.- he taught a new thing. Logarithm. That's a crazy thing. I don't even get a single thing! I got to made friend with a new girl, she sat beside me.. Friendly is the only word I can describe of her :D nice to meet you friend..

Sleepy day....

Yesterday I went for tuition then went out wif my parents for the afternoon.. We went to my cousins house and played wii.. It was fun! But I still prefer kinect.. Haha! Went back home and rushed my A maths hw again.. There's so many questions :( today, went for tuition for sci 3hrs.. Then went out again.. Tonight gotta rush finish my A maths again :( argh!

Homework clearance day!

As usual, woke up at 11.45 today. Slightly better than ytd :D watched a few episodes of my drama then prepare to go out for dinner with my family then proceed to buy my new school bag and new school shoes! Yay! I got a zinc bag and a pair of everlast shoes! Then went home to do my science physics tuition homework.. It's due on Sunday.. Found out I duno a lot of things.. But i leave blank and ask teacher on Sunday.. Then I did my A maths homework.. There's so many question!!! Gosh!! I really went crazy! It's due on Monday!! Argh!!!!! Save me!!!!!

Lazy day...

Today is a super lazy day.. Woke up at 12pm which is damn late.. I actually planned to go gym in the morning.. But it's too late.. In the afternoon, watched a few episodes of my drama then went out wif my grandma and mom to the florist.. Came back and decided to iron my clothes.. But still waited till after dinner then I iron them.. Today is super lazy~

A wonderful day!

Today I had a meeting with my best friend... We plan to catch a movie together.. I thought my mom would fetch me there so I think 15mins would be enough to reach there.. But, my mom said she's nt bringing me! This made me so rush!! I quickly brisk walk to my bus stop an luckily, my bus came in less than 5mins.. I reached there on time! Phew! We watched 2 movies.. Puss in boots and already famous.. They were fabulous! But the large amt of popcorn and nachos will be a long time for me to shed those weight off.. :( we also went to a bag shop to see what bag to get for ourselves for sch reopen.. I chose blue and she chose black.. Nice bag... On my way home, the bus was pack like a can of sardines!! Cnt believe it! I almost missed my stop to get off! Cos I was squeezing my way to the exit.. -.- in the evening, my family and I went to have a swim.. It's been ages since we swam.. So refreshing.. The cool breeze blows onto our face and the cold water.. Brrr... It's kinda cold but it feels great.. :D this pool brings back a lot of my memories.. It's the place where I learnt how to swim.. My dad taught me how to swim.. :D there is also the place I love to spend with my family.. Cos there will be always fun and laughter there.. No tears no sorrows.. All in all, today is just so wonderful!! ^^

Tired~ Zzz...

Yesterday was a tiring day... Early in the morning, went jogging... Leaving me today having muscle aches.. Then in the afternoon, I have my 3hrs straight science tuition... It was so *yawn*... Chemistry was like OMG! And physics was oh I see.... finally after tuition we went for a stroll at the park.. The weather was cooling after a day of rain and showers.. We had our dinner at a western and Japanese restaurant. I tried sth new and ordered a bento set.. Hmm.. It was delicious! :D I was so tired yesterday that I slept at 11 and woke up at 12.30 today.. I'm still feeling sleepy after sleeping so long... *yawn*

A busy day cum scary day...

Today is so 'high'! Gotta wake up at 9.30 but I woke up at 10 and everything went so crazy.. I was rushing for my 11am E maths tuition.. In the end, late for 10mins.. But the main point was, it was boring~~ I was yawning and yawning.. Then we headed to a class.. For the rest of the day.. I was assigned story reading to young children.. Omg... Big children are easy to get along but not for young children.. That's why I'm always scared of them... Uh oh~ but I guess I have to complete what I should do by this holiday.. If not next yr I will seriously go mad.. Cca, sch.. Thinking of it makes me go stressed.. Nw starting with the tuition of maths and science only I'm already afraid I may not catch up.. Next year will really be a challenging year for me.. The story reading is not really scary.. The scary part of the day is I gained 2kg today!!!! Argh!! Tmr I will need to go jogging in the morning already.. Haix.. Tuition will go from Saturday, Sunday and Monday.. Crazy week ahead.. E maths today, two sciences tmr and the legendary 'fascinating' A maths on Monday.. 3hrs straight for tmr and Monday.. I can only say good luck to myself..

Delicious~

I had durian today! It was superb! It's been ages since I ate it... Probably 1mth+? Oh~ the taste is just so yummy! But not forgetting I'm on a diet, I restricted myself to 6 pieces only... But that's enough to please myself :D we watched twilight saga eclipse today and tmr we gotta return the disc. It's kinda gory? But luckily there's a happy ending to it.. So I will be able to sleep peacefully tonight.. I guess? But sadly, my flu made a comeback.. My runny nose is back... :( and this time, my mom is infected by me too... I did some assessment today too.. E maths ws pretty fine.. I was doing till the end when I almost fell asleep.. P.s it's too boring.. Then I took my A maths assessment book.. I read a few sentences and I was staring in blank space.. So today is not the right time to study? Hmm? Someone gotta save me from A maths! Argh... I can die of the fascination of how they solve some I think that it is unsolvable... So 'fascinating' ar?

Thinking day :D

Today is a high order thinking day. I started my day with zentomino, a tangram puzzle to solve shapes. Then played my piano, then of course, computer games. Lastly, I'm surprised that my dad played checkers with me. I'm new to it and he taught me how to play. Usually he don't teach me chess and all these board games. But today he made the initiative to teach me. This marks a splendid end to today. :)

Overcome it!

Hmm.. Today marks the day where the recording starts. I'm kinda sad and upon I think of this, tears wells up my eyes.. Although I always tell myself to be strong, there's plenty of chance out there for you to fight for, but, I still find losing this chance very....... Haix.. Maybe this may not be my strength, but I'm sure one day I will make those people who looks down on me see that I'm stronger and found my area of strength.. I will not lose at the same point again. Since this tells me that I no longer have any chance, therefore I shall fight for my chance in other areas. Today, I overcomed it. And for the rest of my life I will always overcome these kinds of unexpected events!

A happy day!

Today I missed two meals.. But I don't feel hungry at all.. My parents brought me to watch a movie, twilight breaking dawn. The show was rather slow.. We went to shop around after the show and then had our dinner. It's a long time since we had a family outing. Today I had a splendid time. Going out is better than staying at home during the holidays.. :D

A lethargic day + success diet!

Today is one of those days when I wake up and feel that,"oh, I haven't got enough sleep.." and the whole day will go yawning and yawning.. I lost another kg again today. Seems like my strict diet made me lost 5kg in a week.. There's only 1 thing that kept me away from junk food. Self discipline. How I wish this self discipline could also be applied to me restricting myself from watching dramas and convert those times to study usage.. Haix.. Apparently, I intended to study a bit today.. But, I watched an episode then went to pack my books that I don't want to be given away. Then, I am so tired and seemed to be seeing stars already that I cannot stand anymore that I went to have a nap. And there goes my day! No study at all.. Haix.. But, I lost some weight and that's sth to be pleased.. Yawn...

Stressed and worried...

I'm so going to go crazy... My E and A maths are so weak! But luckily, I went to buy some assessment books for self practice.. I hope doing my practices I will improve.. I don't want to be forced to drop out A maths in sec 4.. My aim is JC and if I don't have an A maths, I'm going to say bye bye to my dream.. Although there's courses available in polytechnic, but, I still want to go to local university. As it is more $$ saving.. I hope in this dec, my maths and science can get into the situation and so when school reopens, I can do my revisions for the first exam already.. There's no time to spare. I got to buck up if I want to live up to my dream. Way to go! ^^

What happened to me?

I don't know what's got onto me.. I have been flaring up for no reason.. Even I myself don't know why I want to be angry.. Some anger management techniques do not really work to calm myself down.. Only venting this unknown anger on my piano then I can really calm down and back to my normal self... Argh... Seems like I need to control my emotions more often.. Relax~~~

So hardworking today...

I have never been so hardworking during the holidays.. Today I practiced my piano, did my holiday homeworks.. I can only say, what motivated me? I personally think maybe I want to do well and pursue my dream? Hmm... I guess I'm heading in that direction soon.. Gambatte!!

fortunate/unfortunate?

I woke up today and found out that my right arm has recovered! It's back to normal again! That means I will be able to play my piano as I have piano lesson today. Today's piano lesson was rather satisfying. My pieces are quite well played just that my scales... argh.. ALways cannot get it right.. :(
The unfortunate thing today was I was excitingly going to update and download the new IOS version of my phone. And now? I lost all my apps! WTH?! I'm now restoring it and hope that all my apps will be recovered. Hope so! Please be recovered... There's a lot of important things that i treasure in there.. Damn unlucky.. always update my phone and I will lose all my apps. Argh.. spoil my mood man... :(

Scare me!

Yesterday evening, my hand suddenly could not stretch out straight normally and exert any force even with my fingers! At that moment, I was flustered.. i didn't know what i should do.. crazy thoughts raced through my mind. My right hand seemed fake. It does not seem to belong to me anymore.
I went to write a post on Facebook and asked my friends what is the possible reason for my right arm to become this way. One of my friend said fracture! I was stunned.. this is not possible. I said to myself. I searched on google for the symptoms for fracture arm. To my relief, I don't have any of those symptoms mentioned. I thought that maybe my muscle could be strained, and maybe when I wake up tomorrow everything may be fine.
Fortunately, when I'm lost and helpless, there are caring friends that took the extra step to extend their concern to me. I'm really grateful for their help for that calmed me down and make me search for the reason behind the problem. Thanks friends! :D 'A true friend never gets in your way unless you happen to be going down.'
Arnold H. Glasow

Words of wisdom~~

Seek wisdom, not knowledge. Knowledge is of the past, Wisdom is of the future.

Faint~

Today is my second A maths tuition.. I wa late for almost 15mins.. The teacher said to me that he was particular of punctuality... I could sensed his stern warning... But throughout the whole lesson, I could nt understand and put those algebra in my head.. Feel so giddy.. I was trying hard to refrain myself from sneezing and not let my mucus flow out... But at the last 20mins my nose could nt take it anymore and the mucus starts to flow.. I reluctantly took out my tissue... And once used, used 4 pieces.. The whole lesson was totally making me gonna faint... The moment I stepped out of the air con rm, the air was so nice.. Juz right for my nose... And I felt so comfortable... But, a lot of ppl who is in the same class, caught my virus and all started sniffing.. Including the teacher.. xD my parents were scared I would pass the virus to them and quickly brought me to a clinic.. Haha! I took the medicine, but I still feel the same.. Hope I can recover faster, as it really feels uncomfortable to be sick! 

Damn.. Sick...

Today I woke up and had a terrible headache.... My flu hadn't recovered, in fact it got worse! I also start to have sore throat and itchy throat...argh! Super uncomfortable! >_<

Amusing!

I was looking at my old stuff when I saw my el and cl journal.. I read and find wad I wrote super funny! I just could not imagine I was so childish and unexpressive of my words back then.. Some things I dun even know wad am I trying to say.. I was laughing my way when I was reading them... Such childhood memories.. How I wish time can rewind... :D

A pain day... 

Today I went for my every 6 wks dental appt. The adjustment for my braces was.. So crazy! Is my mouth a machine?! There's spring, rubber band, two types of wire on each row of my teeth. The pain is getting more and more incrutiating! The pain in my mouth also turned into a terrible headache and I feel that my head is gonna explode soon!

Lovely time 

I had a nice dinner and mom suggested going to Changi Beach to watch airplanes take off.. There, we chatted lyk so long? That we realized its already 9.30 already.. This kinda family time really do bonds us together :) nice feeling~ 

Reflections on the trip :)

I find this trip rather nice. However, there is some improvements we could do. We shd not spend so much time on searching for vegetarian food. We shd just take a taxi? Or is this idea to expensive? Heh? Actually the one day at Disneysea is rather wasting time as those time we could use for shopping instead of queuing up for rides.. There are lots of things I learnt in this trip. Such as, in the train, everyone keeps to the left and the right is only for those who is rushing. Anyway, for everything you do, just keep left. I also admire the style the Japanese do things. They line up orderly no matter wad. For restaurant, for boarding the train etc. This is a rare scene in our country! Maybe we need to adapt this.. All in all, I love the air there, the temperature, the friendliness of the people and of cos the food there! But, the food can be quite costly... :D I'm glad I'm able to come for this trip! ^^

4th day of the trip!! ^^

Oh no~~ it's the second last day of our trip :( we woke up at 9am(Tokyo time) then brushed up set off at 10.30am. We went to Tokyo station for our lunch at the ramen restaurant. We then proceeded to Maihama station to Disneysea! There was so many people!!! OMG! Those ride needs 1hr to queue! The first ride we went was tower of terror. It was so scary!! It's sth like 跳楼机. Traveling at fast speed. I almost scream till my tears are coming out! Them we went to queue Journey to the center of the earth. The waiting time was 80mins. It was also a roller coaster ride very fast, and steep slopes! So exciting and scary! I was shouting all the way! Then we went to hav some sushi rice and continue to queue a 10mins 20000m underwater ride. It's basically just observing the water and bla bla bla.. Then we went to sit another roller coaster, Indiana Joannes. We queued for 1hr. It did not go down but only moves at high speed and sideway. It's also very fun. Then we went to buy a souvenir bear which is very popular and cute!!! Then we went back to Tokyo station for our ramen dinner. I ate curry! So shiok! Especially on a cold weather.. Then we went back to Shinjuku and did some shopping. Then we proceeded back to our hotel. :D the end~

3rd day of the trip ^^

Today as usual, we woke up at 9am (Tokyo time) then had breakfast and set off at 11am. We proceeded to Mt. Takao which is very very cold!! We spent almost a day there spending 5hrs there, climbing slopes and stairs which is so so tiring... There is also a temple there which we visited. We went up and down the mountain using a 'lift' which is so scary! There is no safety at all! Then we left there at around 5+ in the evening. We proceeded to Tokyo in search of vegan ramen. We thought that the restaurant will be on the 'surface' but to no avail we walk 2hrs from Tokyo station to another station!! We finally found the restaurant and guess wad? It's in the station itself.. -.-! We then finished our dinner and went to a shop that is like watson to buy some hairspray. The end~

Second day of the trip!

Today, I woke up at 10am while my parents woke up way earlier in the morning to search for vegetarian restaurants. I had my breakfast (bread) & milo then had a shower and it was 11am already. We set off to the JR line and went to shibuya. There we spent almost an hr to find the restaurant we want to have our lunch. The food there was superb nice! Then we went to have a walk in the busy shopping district. Then we passed by a park where there were beautiful roses. Then we went to a temple which is Meiji Shin. We took almost 40mins to walk to the main entrance. Then we went to Harujuku to shop. There we bought cute socks! Kawaii!! 3 pair was sold at ¥1000. As we bought 6 pairs, we got an extra pair FREE!!! After that we went in to Daiso a ¥105 store where we bought lots of tidbits! Then we went in search for our dinner. We got lost and could not find the café (Hanada Rousse) :( Then we asked a helpful Japanese motorist which helped us find using his Hp google map. Then he lead us to where is the café. However, it was closed!!!!! Then we went to another café ( brown rice café). The food there was average but it was VERY EXPENSIVE! However, the service there was VERY GOOD! the staff offered us umbrella as it was raining. The umbrella was given to us for FREE! We took the train back to Shinjuku and we went to see if there was any bread and rice rolls that was sold vegetarian and at a reasonable price. We then proceeded to our hotel and bought bread and water at the family mart. Then we went to our room and took a nice shower and rest.:D The end~

First day of my trip

We woke up at 2.30am, got ready our luggages and set off to the airport at 3.30am. We reached there and do our check in then had our breakfast at Ya Kun Kaya Toast. It was scrumptious! We boarded onto the airplane and we flew at 6am.. The trip was 6hrs and it was so tiring! However, I watched 2 movies: diary of a wimpy kid 1 &2. We arrived at Narita airport terminal 1 and boarded Narita Express a train that can bring us to Shinjuku at only 1hr 20mins. When we got off the train, we were lost! There was so many ppl and we were dragging our luggages along, so it was very inconvenient.. After we managed to get to the station... There was so crowded that we got lost.. We asked a helpful Japanese and she showed us the way :) We got to our hotel and it was so big! We went for a shower and got out for lunch. But, all the vegetarian restaurants were all closed already. In the end, we bought some bread for dinner and breakfast for the next day. On our way to the hotel, we did not walk the underpass and we walked the 'surface' it was much more cooler and more things for us to see.. However, walking the underpass would be a shorter route. :D the end~

Last day....awwwww!

Haix.. Today's the last day of our amazing trip :( I woke up especially early today, 8.30am (Tokyo time) to brush up and get ready as we need to check out of the hotel at 10am. After packing our luggages, we checked out and set out to Shinjuku station. We found a locker and locked our luggages inside. Then, we went to harajuku station which is where the temple we went is. There is a street full of designers clothes. However, it hasn't open for business yet. We then went to a small alley where there is lots of store. I bought some souvenirs and a headphone that I yearned for a long time. We then realized we were late! It was already 2.10pm and our Narita Express train is 2.40pm!!! We rushed and arrived at Shinjuku at ard 2.30pm. However, we were lost!! We could not find the south exit! We wasted almost 8mins just to find the exit! When we took our luggage and rush to the Narita express platform, it was 2.42pm already. And the train had already left. Mom went to ask the personal wad if we miss the train, and they said we would hav to stand as it is an all reserved seat train. When we got in the train, we prayed hard that no one is seating on our seat. When the train conductor came to check the tickets, dad was so nervous that I could see the tickets in his hands were trembling. The train conductor allowed us to sit as the seat is empty anyway. We hieved a sigh of relief! We arrived at Narita terminal 1 and guess wad? We were lost again.. -.- we went to the wrong wing which we shd go north, we went south. Again, we wasted time. The check in procedure was self service and this made everything very slow and there is only 1 gate where all other flights hav to go thru too. Hence, I find the system rather bad. We had no time to buy souvenir in the airport as the boarding time was just right. I watched 2 movies: the smurf and a japanese film, dragon. It was nice! Then I had a cozy slp.. Zzz. We arrived at the airport at 00.33am. The temperature was so hot! I just love Japan's temperature!! ^^ the end~

So excited!

Yippee! Flying off in 1 more day! Wonder how cold there will be... 

Good and bad

Sometimes some people did not mean to make you angry.. They are amending your mistakes.. When you are down, there will always be someone who will cheer you up and help you to move forward.. :D